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Jailed Instruments pt. 1

by Gui Zen

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1.
Icarus 04:17
I'm such the little Icarus and you're my blazing sun and I don't want to come down cuz I'm having so much fun so I'll just climb climb higher til the ground and I am one You set my wings on fire we looked just like a star so now that I'm falling faster I'm wondering where you are it's getting hard hard harder to find you with this back of burns and scars And can they really blame me for the warmth I had to feel? can it really matter if only the ground is real it's just so dark dark down here without you and it will take so long to heal
2.
Subject 05:45
Hey didja ever know That I never was what you said I was? Did you even think To ask me if it might be true? And now I cannot think back to a time When I could think clearly Must've been you... And now I've asked myself so many times over the years How the fuck do I get off this train? What's now, what's next, what's new? And now I can't believe there was a time That I could believe so clearly That it must have been you But that isn't me No it never was That isn't me So don't believe in anything But your battle scars and the shit you bring Spit it out Lift your voice and sing Ah Hey didja ever know that I never went where you thought I'd go... O I am just an animal Made to feel like a criminal Subject to laws that are greater than mine O but I'm more than just an animal How can I feel so criminal? Subject to laws that are greater than yours
3.
i don't know what to do i don't know how to choose don't know what's even real ain't got no poetry at war for custody puts a nightmare somewhere in every day... and i've got integrity that's trying to bury me when what's wrong is all that feels right we're in the middle now so let's shake it all to hell and see just what is left standing down by the boulevard you told me life is hard and i said it isn't when you love me down in the heart of snow you said you had to go just understand you never leave me thought i might be the one to be your rising sun i'm the one who's light must fade to you i'm just some star some sun that's much too far to hold your garden in its gaze now that it's come to pass it joins the echo mass of all the things that could not be back to the blessed road hauling this curse in tow feeling freely so unfree down by the boulevard you told me life was hard and i said it isn't when you love me down in the heart of snow you said you had to go just understand you never leave and when you wanted me how i loved to say hello and when you tortured me i lost my mind i lost my soul i think you saved my life the moment that you let me go but when you wanted me how i loved to say hello the more the merrier
4.
"One day you will know the truth about me" I say to the photo in my mind I say "You have so much yet to witness" And I'm laughing cuz I'm curling up inside And all the times that you could not find the words Are what I call my perfect memories So why is it all the things I said Were all I ever could remember of me? Well I say so many things And mean both less and more Wish I could make up my mind I keep trying to make it to yesterday Cuz I can't forget how you feel Despite my smiling I'm losing faith That there's another way So if I start to let go You must let me know That it was real I know the answer is only in my head I just believe that only fools claim to really know I wish you could see the great things in store for me And in the meantime won't you please tell me where to go Your skin is the closest I've been to purity You know I think of ya all the time Where can I fly now that you've shown me gravity? There is no line There is no line Well I mean so many things And I say only less or more I want to stop making up my mind I keep trying to make it to yesterday Cuz I can't forget how you feel Despite my smiling I'm losing faith That there's another way So if I start to let go You must let me know That it was real Real
5.
I'll take the wheel You smiled as you said But did you know that I passed it to you? We made a deal That I knew you'd leave behind But good enough to get me through... It's over now Never really had a chance It's over now Never even had a chance You hold me down Trying to lift me up Do you know how much (?) - It makes me love you But we're going round and round Filling up our cups It's over now Never really had a chance It's over now Never even had a chance A-oooo :} I'll show you how How high I can jump If you can show me how high You can build a wall I'll show you how How high It's over now Never even had a chance

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Jailed Instruments is a stripped down, but knuckles-up (fisticuffs!) meditation on making the best of perpetual entrapment. It is meant to sound somewhat like it were recorded in a prison cell - which, in a sense, it kind of was. It is its own little shrine to resourceful (am I allowed to call it) ingenuity. Rattle on?

Thanks to the usual crew - if you're them, you know it, and if you're not, you don't know them! Love ya guys. (I'll be more specific on future albums)

Special thanks to all dem wardens

All music written, performed, recorded and mixed by Lukai, with D. Manson and T. Simpson contributing to composition and lyrics for Never Even Had a Chance, as well as the final stanza of lyrics in Icarus by S. Hilliard. Mastered by master Serafino! Refer to this space for a link to his work in due time.

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released January 9, 2015

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